This's So Pukka

Words we picked up from the dictionary.
Gumption- Courage and resourcefulness
Aphrodisiac- Something edible that stimulates sexual desire
Pukka- Genuine or excellent
Farinaceous- Starchy

Layer 1: On the Outside

Name: Bryan Yong Hoe
Birth Date: April 20th 1991
Current Status: Dreamy... of chocolates saturated with romance and a drop of ignorance (can you imagine?)
Eye Color: Dark brown
Hair Color: Black
Righty or Lefty: Right handed

Layer 2: On the Inside

My Heritage: Heng Hwa and Cantonese-Dad's side. Baba Nyonya and Portugese on my mom's side.
My Fears: Leaving my love ones.
My Weaknesses: Other people's sadness and pain. I feel for them
My Perfect Pizza: Salami cheese and onions. =P

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

My thoughts first waking up: Does the fridge, like have any breakfast?
My bedtime: Er.. I know I sleep real early compared to others. Like 11?
My most missed memory: Times being together with people.

Layer 4: My Pick

Pepsi or Coke: Neither. They both are too buzzy for my throat.
McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single. I can control my temptations well.
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Tea or Nestea: Neither. Caffeine makes me slightly dizzy. Alergic.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: None for me.

Layer 5: Do you…

Smoke: Yup I do in fact. I distribute Crack widely and openly. Like duh...
Curse: Nope. I'm a saint. Unless you count @#$@#...
Take a shower: Yes in fact. I wash myself with vintage chardonnay white wine only.
Have a crush: Nope. I don't believe in love at first sight.
Think you’ve been in love: Er... why are you asking me mushy questions.
Go to school: Nope. I study in a cave where my teacher is a grizzly bear.
Want to get married: Yes.
Believe in yourself: Yeah.
Think you’re a health freak: Yeah but just to annoy others.

Layer 6: In the past

Drank Alcohol: Nope. I'm a teetotaler.
Gone to the mall: Duh...
Been on stage: Yes. Many times.
Eaten sushi: Yes.
Dyed your hair: I'm not vain.

Layer 7: Have you ever…
Played a stripping game: What dirty games I play is none of your beeswax.
Changed who you were to fit in: No. The world sets their own standards whereas I have mine.

Layer 8: Age you’re hoping…
To be married: 23 is the perfect age.

Layer 9: In a girl...
Best eye color: Dark brown?
Best hair color: As long she doesn't dye exotic colours.
Short hair or long hair: Slightly longer than shoulder lenght.

Layer 10: What were you doing…
A minute ago: Doing this...
1 hour ago: Showering? You want details?
4.5 hours ago: In school
1 Month ago: You tell me.
1 Year ago: You people better get a better batch of better questions which better make better sense.

Layer 11: Finish the sentences…
I love: the things in life which doesn't seem to matter to the world.
I feel: not EMO. Dreamy.
I hate: injustice
I hide: my emotions
I miss: times before.
I need: to take a bath.

Layer 12: Tag 5 people…
[1] People
[2] that hasn't
[3] done
[4] this yet but are
[5] in my links.
No obligations. ;)

My Flight To Freedom's Wings

When I wonder, would be the moment I'd be free from this pain and struggle in my life? God, please forgive me and help me to let go.

I went out with Lee Keng last Saturday. She looks different now.

We went to the batting cages. Not too bad.

We learned about colours today. I learnt that our brains are not blue.

Sarah: What matter is our brain ah? Blue?
Bryan: Nope your brain is blue but ours is pink.

We learnt a vital lesson in Sarahlogy today. As we learnt that guys with two dimples are gay. Yup, that's what we Malaysians learn in school and we're proud of it.

Resecta Was Forgotten

恭喜发财
I would assume that saying Happy Chinese New Year would be a usual way to greet people. There's the exception when you're single on Valentine's day not so long ago. Not that I'm mopping about it...

Just back from Kuantan. Surfing was lousy there. The waves were soppy. The whole thing was pathetic. It was really tiring swimming out while I get soppy waves. At the end of the three days, I was so washed up for only 6 worthwhile waves. Nope, no beach babes. All old aunties and uncles from Germany. Relatives are either too old or too young to hang out with. I was just telling myself in my mind just pay your respects and get over with it.

Well, the Mahjong tables are gonna be set up tonight... so maybe Chinese New Year isn't so bad after all.

Funzionare

I feel that I'm always running in my life. For the better and for the worse. I don't know when will I come to a stop. There's this big piece of me missing. I brave myself when it's the worst. I won't run anymore. I never did really ran or more likely I couldn't.

This week has stopped me being so disappointed. I still think of it at night though. Stop my pain. I need stronger emotion heart ache stoppers like Panadol or Asprin. I need something like Morphine.

Yawn. I'm really tired for the drama practices.

Vinser>>> you're really so thick skinned enough to say you're the best leading actor of all the classes.

Jun Hsien>>> We must win your class. if we do win ah... I'll kick my own ass. I rather frankly prefer you as the best leading actor of all the classes than my dog.


cheerios.

The Ungratified Person Upstairs

Poor me. I'm not wallowing in self pity. I sometimes think that other or everyone is better than me. I'm not kiasu either. I just feel so low yet not unconfident.
She's better.

He's better looking.
They're so much better off in life.
That guy is too rich for his own good.
She's smarter.
His life is so smooth.
That person gets to go out more than I do.

I feel so down sometimes because of this, Maybe I'm just setting too high standards for myself. I know only God will set this standards for me. He looks at me like I'm worthy to dying on the cross for. I thank You for at least this You for appreciating me. I know some or a few do but I know we as humans are sometimes being very superficial and casual friends. I know i should be more grateful and thank God for this life of mine. I'm not down or EMO. I know a few people will get worried and start sulking. Ok, fine. I admit I like you all sulking at me. So attention seeking right?

Parents are back. Mom had a good time sitting in a Rolce Royce limo. No shopping in Beverly Hills for her.nyeh nyeh.

The Last Night of The First Month

She's gone also. Everyone seems to Australia. I miss them people. I miss her also. I'll be honest and happy no matter what happens. I'm ok and fine here.

Well the last few days have been hectic. The syllabus is ok but the test and the reports are getting tiring.

I taught a few people to give 'good' smses. So there's a credit for me.

I'm emotionally up and down like a roller coaster. Please forgive me for being so hyper and snappy during some times. Not PMS mind you.

I support Malaysia but not the statement 'Malaysia Boleh' >>> stupid MB.

School guys knows this.