Sunday, October 29, 2006

Boredom Recreated and Beauty Appreciated

Mom followed me to 1 Utama to find a job. All efforts were wasted. The conclusion and effect after the trip? We had ice cream. I finally got a chance to play the piano for someone's wedding. Yay. I don't have the photo's for the wedding (boo hoo) but I realized that even thought the wedding wasn't as grand or big as I thought it would or should be, it was so beautiful. I would rarely say anything or admit openly anything would be so beautiful but it just was even thought the couple wasn't the best lookers. They were normal people just like you and me. Even I was there imagining what would my wife will be like or how my wedding would be, I was so attracted by that sacred ceremony when a man and a woman says their vows with their whole heart and join their hearts and flesh in one unit. I was there crappping non-stop about how long my wife's dress would be (16 feet long), 4 pairs of bridemaids who will be carrying her dress, the decor and floral decorations. Anyone whom is interested should ask me as I would be glad to give you the full description.

After the wedding I had to rush off to Times Square to meet up with a friend. =) I'm still allowing you guys do the imagination.

Today, Sunday, the lesson was about the phases of life with the opposite sex. I guess the girls weren't so harsh on us guys. And please!!! I wasn't really critical... all the crap Kevin said was pushed to me!!! Brian, seriously... I don't think of girls badly.
To sum everything up, we thought girls in GENERAL were:
1. Selfish. Well it is kinda true because they endorse and indulge themselves in material products. On the other hand, some of us guys do too. tsk tsk. Teacher Robin said it was how do you phrase selfish. True..true... (This statement was commented by Kevin Tan and Brian Mok)
2. Attractive. The male specimens have raging hormones and have extra amounts of testosterone. We males have raging hormones and therefore will be tempted to eat the opposite sex. Kevin said they were attractive. How, in what way??? =)
3. Mature and easy to talk to. This was kinda my main point in the end and everyone agreed to this statement. Generally, girls mature faster as you Form 3s have studied so hard in this year's Growth chapter. I beg to differ though. Not all girls are like that. Some contain some rage and anger in them which makes them so irate and irritable. Anything that gets in their way will be crushed and destroyed. This is kinda true when the "full moon" is up and they turn into were-wolves. That statement alone thought is still unfair. I think a lot of girls as mature people (but still incomparable to me!!!). They are definitely much more easier to talk to than talking to guys. Knowing us guys, we are not interested in anything other than sport and women. We get so easily turned off when we hear a life's story of other people. These statements are referring to some guys only though.
4. Cute??? I didn't say this but Andrew and Brian said it. I don't get it either. As for me, I find the female species alluring, and indirect, tempting and indefinite.

After reading this post, I would not be surprised when any girl or guy who reads this will be pissed off at each other or at me.

P/s: Brian, sorry for telling Nikki (Veronica) about it. Don't get pissed at me. The actual thing that happened was, she told me before you told me. So in actual fact, it was her who told me. =)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Solitude an Peace

I went to Fraser's Hill on Friday (Deepavali). Jason, Min On, I-Lyn and Jo-Lyn were there with me to. At least there were some people for me to bug with. It was really quiet there, something that is hard for me to get used to- quietness. It was a good change to go to this laid-back and easy-going environment than just going into the hustle-bustle of the city life. Just the place for a SG leader retreat! yay!(---meant to be sarcastic)

Sam Yong made me listen to Rainie Yang Cheng Ling's songs and I've been listening to it since, probably for three days non-stop? =P. I-Lyn told me that it was a sad song and I'm a sadist. Sam it is all your fault that you made me hear her songs. Disclaimer note: I only like Rainie's voice thank you.

Actually, there's not much to blog about in Fraser's when MOST of the useless buggers were just lazing around in Silver Park watching some anime called Chobits. Meanwhile... me I-Lyn and Jo-Lyn babysitted Isabel or more likely I babysitted three BIG babies in the playground. We then walked al the way to Shazan -my aching feet- just to play Ping Pong and Foosball.

During my free time I also kinda reflected on what the speaker had said about life. He said that everybody deep down wants to make a difference for an eternity. Just like Benjamin Franklin and Nelson Mandela. But in the end... all these people and thier acomplishments, do they really matter? At the end of time, have I really made a difference to the world and to myself? Playing sport and acheiving great results in your studies, do they really matter? I see many people living their lives and trying to suceed but only in the wrong aspects of their lives. The speaker said, live life like you're dying. What he said was just so right. I only have one queston for you guys out there--- what really matter's when you look back into your life? Your love for football? Entertaining your friends? or saving them? Your job for yourself? or the job assign to you that is your life's purpose? Someone is waiting for all of us at the end of time... so make your life and live your life meaningful with the right meaning.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Lost and Alone

Just on my quiet time last night and while talking with Zi Qian on the trip, I've realised that I am so alone. Different. Other people have different attributes and respond differently. I've also realised that I don't act the way that most people would do. I'm an oddball. I've read on 1 Thesselonians 5:14 says that

"My friends, we beg you to warn anyone who isn't living right. Encourage anyone who feels left out, help all who are weak, and be patient with everyone."

I guess all of us are different and will act differetly. Many will succumb to peer pressure and lead their lives differently. I need to stand still on my ground and hold to what I believe in.

P/s: Zi Qian, thanks for being a good and encouraging friend. Mei Shan told me. Thanks.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Melaka and Kukup


I'm just back from Kukup with a bunch of crazy students.
We gathered in the canteen on Monday at 7.00. I sat on the bus with Han Liang who was buggering me non-stop for the whole duration to cam-whore.

We reached A-Famosa with bright hopes and expectations which were kinda disappointed. There were bird shows and multi-animal shows which were okay... but I couldn't understand a single word he said. There was also a cowboy show which was somewhat pointless and entertaining.

We checked into A-Famosa's apartments. I knew it was kinda a mistake when I sat in a table of male specimens like me with high metabolisms. Everyone on the table was hungry and wanted nothing else but food. We were cannibals competing for food. Food was not sufficient and Wai Ken, Han Hwa, Zachary and I had to buy instant noodles...bummer. We saw a few people buying booze and knew something was gonna happen that night. We visited cowboy town and played a bit of arcade.

Later that night... there was kinda more action. I was on my way to Daniel's room when I met Jun Hsien and Phui Yi. I followed them and went to Pn. Teh's room and kena a pep talk from her when we had Phui Yi all alone with us in the room. She was as I predicted... under a lot of stress when she found out about the booze thing. Kelvin was sick in the morning after drinking.

Transferred to Kukup the next day. I learned Mahjong!!! Highly addictive eventhough it may seem boring at the first glance. I played ping pong for the first time and failed miserably. I also became a witness for someone to give someone a smoochy on the cheek. (wolf-whistles) I played Mah Jong with Phui Loo until 5 am because she wouldn't let us leave the game until she wins... poor us.

On the way back everyone was unusually quiet and tired. Everyone just plonked into slumberland. We all arrived earlier than expected and relieved to get off the bus.

Monday, October 9, 2006

Sunday, October 8, 2006

Freedom

自由, Freiheit, свобода, ελευθερία, 자유, liberté and vrijheid all means feedom from my PMR...

I went to this website supplemented from Brian Mok... click here to find your results You need to join and give yr particulars to find out...or you could instead get the answers from me @ school and avoid all hassle. I found that i have 16 mistakes for Sejarah and I kinda think the answers provided for Sejarah are not reliable.

Even though I have been freed from this burden... I am not really that happy as I though I would be. I am still of course still retaining me 酷 (coolness) but seriously... I have no mood at all. I don't know why... I'm not mentally unstable mind you. But I feel down but not depressed. Even though I may make you guys laugh with my corny-ness but I am down but not yet out.

Went out with Yuen Yang and gang on Saturday... Ate McD's (bleagh)... three days in a row. We played bowling. My team won by demoralization to the other team. Sorry lah... I went home early to attend a music practice.

Small goup later was ok... I guess... Casey pierced her tongue and nose... bizzare.

The forum we attended on Sunday was good in the beginning but when we reached the ending...I got kinda lost and didn't get it. Oh well...