Lately, exams, the workload and the pressure just keeps coming. My parents who usually don't pressure me to study makes me stay home and miss Oasis (Youth group meeting once a month). I am also kinda buggered by my BM tuition teacher who has not been encouraging and that doesn't help. Well... have to just buck up. I just need to drill the maxim into my haed to STUDY!!!
And did I mention that these few days I feel like I am an idiot? Well... Friday was real sucky... Get me my klonopine (anti depressants) and drown out all my feelings. I just need to wait... wait till I'm older. The house we went for parish was gianourmous. It was in Kenny Hills and I could bet that there was a inbuilt GSC and all. Maybe because I was all moody and stuff I didn't enjoy it as much.
I need to be a friend
A good friend
A great and understanding friend
Someone funny and supportive
Yet... I always managed to criticize some (Han Hwa I'm so sorry =))
But most of all I still hope I can just be there even though I didn't go deeper for just this person...
My heart that was once cold turned warm and alive
Please don't think ill of me
And remember me even though I am not as sure as you are
I wish now that I could just go back to our lives and speak so closely to each other
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