A Taciturn Beside You

I think I have been absent for about... 1 month from this blog.

I haven't posted about the Jamboree or the Australian trip during the holidays.

It's the exams soon. No time or I should say there's more responsibilities that I must perform.

"A responsibility that is so different and not of age to bear. "

Yeah, you're right Stephanie. I can't really share my secrets in open public and I realise how open this space is.

I'm secretive?

Actually yeno. (Yes+no=yeno) Haha. A lame moment.

I don't even know how to respond to that statement.

I actually want to tell but it's just so hard to trust someone. Not that I don't trust "you". Honest. It's just this feeling that you want to be free from this burden.

Maybe it was the situation that stopped me.
Maybe it was the person beside you that prevented me.
Maybe it's just me.

I'll just correct myself.

*Ying Ling. I really need that Italian Job from you at the day of the airport.

*May. I don't think I can come to the reunion. I know. It sucks.

*Jun Hsien. I don't think you understand why, but I'm really sorry. Just take it and don't ask why. Please.