Something I Lost

What happened to this?
I never wanted it to be this way. I never could never hold a grudge. Especially to you guys. I feel that the whole thing is gonna just smash into tiny pieces beyond repair. I know it's my fault but my apology is not reaching anywhere. I hope it's possible to walk aligned again.

Freedom With A Price To Sell Your Soul

A good song for a duet. Clarice, if you happen to read this. Just tell me when you're free. I need your expertise and help.

Zi Qian. Yeah, we are talking. We're still friends right?

Raya break has been an anti-climax after the exams. I can't blame anyone but me. Everyone found a job and I'm just bumming around. Yet, it is hard to find a suitable one when I can't work in F & B outlets.

But I need the money though. I can't ask from my parents for this case.

我は止めません。苦痛について忘れません。

Let me look up and find hope. A source of never ending hope.

I'm just waiting for the 22nd.

II Member of The Jouissance Ceremony, lend me your joy and hope.

A Different Shade of Feeling

Exams... almost over.

Something I'm probably gonna look at for a long time to come.

Anger Sadness Love Happy

Those are just about the 4 basic emotions we develop as a kid.

But when we're older...

Anger Lustifulness Malice Deceit Sadness Loss of Hope Bitter-sweet feeling Love Happy

We change. Other impurities come along. The plain emotions look the same and they are diminished. Why do we lie? I know we do when we're younger but... why are we lying for severe reasons? Are there reasons for doing dumb stuff like boozing and smoking at this age excessively?

For me, there is no age when you reach this age. A foolish person can be also 50. Yet a wise person can be just 10. It's never too late to turn back. But don't think you have so much time.

Wow. This year really passed fast.

Gotta run.

XXVI Member of The Revolution of Unpeace. Let your anger pass.