The Unending Hope

I need You. I am so lost somehow. I feel the world is closing upon me. I know it may seem so small and unimportant but just lead me and I will go.

I have Your hope. 

It has been a week where I am evaluating on my relationships, faith and basically stuff. I have been trying to differentiate the difference of what's real to me. What really matters to me.



Compassion. That's what we need in this world which is collapsing in to pieces. The world has hope. Life is good. 

Loose Socks

It haw been a good trip back home to Malaysia. The flight wasn't so good though. 

I know I am a lazy person and I didn't blog about it until much later. 

Well I went to Vinser's "surprise party which in the end wasn't much of a surprise because he was a spoilt sport. 

It was great fun and I enjoyed catching up with family and friends. 

I have read a book which made me think. Everyone hears this all the time though but we often just put it behind our minds knowing yet not knowing that we take every new day for granted. 

"You learn how to live when you learn how to die." 

It asks us a rhetorical question of: would you live life only to the fullest when you know you are dying?

May God grant us the strength to move on everyday. Really does the small things matter anymore? Your pride, how you look, money or even studies, how many people liking you (popularity) or whatever. I feel that our belief/ faith, family, friends and loved ones matter the most now. That's my number one priority. 

I Can See My Transparent Strings

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My brothers mean the world to me. No matter what happens, we're brothers. We're all in it together, through everything that happens. 

We stand strong together.

Look Away In The Hindered People's Land

The exams are near to this date I'm blogging. I'm am getting the heeby-jeebies. Haha.  

I am just blogging just for the fun of it. Went out for Daniel's birthday. 

We went to Pancake parlour. 

I know, I know, it's the same story with Krispy Kreme and everyone says I'm ungrateful. Lots of people rant how good it is or they rant that it isn't such a big deal. 

My statement after eating Krispy Kreme is: Okay. Haha. I know I am such a sit on the fence kind of guy. Don't blame me. No sweet tooth. 

I feeling oh-so-lazy. Gotta kick my arse to work. 

Let Us Be The Peacemakers

I know. I should be shot for not updating my blog. I have lost track of time in Melbourne. The weather is getting cold. So is my will to wake up in the mornings when my butt refuses to lift off. Haha. Yes. I'm still lame as ever. 

I really miss home but I know I have to make do of what I have here. 

Went out with Ben and gang to La Pochetta and then we went to the pancake parlour next door in Doncaster. 

The crazy bunch. Happy Birthday Ben.

Ben is always smiling. Daniel is always perving. Haha. 

Yup. We said they are Ben and Ben in action. 

The last pictures are for the final doodoo. Stacey. Don't act cute puhleese.

I will have to make time for the next post. 

The last word of the blog: Steps!!!

Amici Siempre

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
God, family and my friends

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
No.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Zi Qian. Someone who is on the same wave-length as me. We share our frustrations. 

Grace. She can tell me stories till I sleep. Nah. Joking yeah... 

Stephanie. Someone who will listen to my lame jokes and will roll my eyes with me when the person above makes a bimbo statement. 

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
A place with all my friends and my loved ones. 

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Everyone to be happy...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Uhuh

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Friends and family...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Get me a new ride...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Haha...

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Cheerful, funny and chilli padi

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-Accept me and love me as I am.

-Funny person.

-Responsible.

-Loving and shows lots of compassion

-Likes to watch cartoons like me

-Likes going out like me. 

-Likes holding my hand.  

12. Which type of person do you hate the most? Ignorant people who don't try to learn.  

13. Highlight of the week? My mom's here in Melbourne. I sound like a mother's kid. Xp

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

I have no idea. I guess if it's helpful then please tell me. 

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My loved ones. The art of living a good life and having no regrets. 

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Not really...

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Chili padi!!! She's like the most active person I know. 

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
??? Erm. I suppose being more efficient and not so slow...? 

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
A mad person coming up to me and talking gibberish. Actually, that wasn't shocking. It was actually kinda sad and pitiful. 

20. What are you thinking now?
I miss home. I sound like a brat though. 

I haven't been keeping in touch with people in Kl. I feel like an idiot. 

The people here are friendly but after all I'm still a newbie and I suppose it's all still new and fresh. 

I know my best friend is in the distance but I'm gonna try. 

My other best friend is also having difficulty in life but I'm gonna try as well. 

No photos. Too lazy. Xp

Sang Out My Voice

I am getting tired of going all the way to Hawthorn and back just for piano lessons. Public transport isn't cheap even with the concession. I know Ying Ling would complain that one lesson will cost her one outfit. 

 

Ying Ling came to the down under that day. I met her in Flinders Station to bring her out for Max Brenners. Chocolate shop. 

The sakao for the sakai.

I learnt many thing in this country. You do things that you wouldn't usually do. I thank God for giving me the right friends here. 

My outcomes are coming soon. Ta.